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Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
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| Time: | 1:26 pm. |
| Mood: |  whatever. | | Music: | never enough. |
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i have no clue why i'm writing this. it's been like 6 months since i have last updated...i think thats a live journal record. or maybe its because i am too lazy to figure out how to delete a journal. well a lot has gone on since i last updated as everyone probably knows. myspace has pretty much taken over the world but that's cool i guess. the person i share this live journal with i no longer share anything else with...but we've made peace now i guess. high school bring so much fuckin drama and in a way it is balanced out by other good stuff but sometimes it seems like drama dominates. its summer tho and the lack of school is amazing. i've been having a lot of fun even when i'm doing nothing...that will all change when conditioning starts but oh well i've learned to enjoy it. well the significance of this entry is unknown to me but comment if you feel like it...
♥ roxanne
that's how i feel about live journal...
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Saturday, February 19th, 2005
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i'm not emo michele and rach.
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Saturday, February 12th, 2005
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something's gotta change. i'm never satisfied and its driving me crazy. i don't know what's wrong with me but i can't seem to stay happy. i don't wanna be sad. i hate the feeling more than anything but nothing helps. people just make me more frusterated and i dont know what to do. jealousy is like taking over my life, it's like nothing is ever enough. theres always something better that i can't have. i feel like i'm being really pathetic and self centered and thats not how i want to be but this is really how i feel and its taking over my positive attitude. i feel like i'm waisting every single minute and i don't know what to do about it. its stupid and emo how i'm posting this on live journal but i really don't know what else to do. oh well. i hope i will figure something out soon.
♥ sometimes
roxanne
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Friday, January 21st, 2005
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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
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-so michele got me awesome balloons
-brittany got me awesome balloons
-michele and chris made me an awesome cake
-everyone at lunch did an awesome job eating my cake
-my family did an awesome job buying me an ipod with speakers
-michele brittany and i had an awesome time walking around the neighborhood and dancing to spice girls
-then an awesome time in my pool and hot tub listening to my awesome ipod
-jackie gave me awesome incents and a balloon
-samie made me awesome scones
-dani made me an awesome hilarious shirt...pictures later
-sorry if i forgot any awesomeness.....
-i love you all
-its my birfday
♥ roxanne
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Sunday, January 9th, 2005
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| Time: | 7:38 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. | | Music: | mr.brightside. |
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well schools been pretty bitchy..its such a waste of time, dont teachers know that half the stuff they say we dont even hear becuz we're doing or thinking about anything besides what they are saying??
well this year has been pretty good besides that, no drama or fights or anything, i guess everyones taking everything pretty well.
i hate the rain. even though its fun to jump in the puddles, except the part that if u do that you have to sit in class with soaking wet shoes.
chris come home.. i miss you :(
peace
♥ michele
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:05 pm. |
| Mood: | chris is leaving. | | Music: | only you -ashanti. |
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Happy New Years Beetches!!
<3 Roxanne and Michele
Who are you kissing on new years?
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:13 am. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. | | Music: | sleeping people. |
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okay i'm probably waisting your time if your reading this because i dont have any pictures and no one really cares but oh well. michele and brittany are here but they are asleep and theres no where for me to sleep so i'm just gonna stay up in the chair all night or go sleep on the couch. greeeaaaat. christmas is over and i did pretty well for a lil jewish girl, got some stuff from micheles parents and my dad and stuff. cant complain. i just kinda hate that break is over in a week and i feel like i'm waisting my break. not that i'm not having fun with my friends i just feel like i should be doing something more significant. i dont know why i've been feeling kinda low but oh well. nothing i can do about it i guess. i just hope something good happens soon for me, i kinda need it. this update is kinda pathetic and i'll probably end up deleting it or posting pictures soon. just havent had time to upload any. well comment if you feel like it. peace
♥ sometimes
roxanne
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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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my friends decided to have a gun fight in which i did not want to take part so i took this survey...
SIX THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
[1] the ocean
[2] child abductions
[3] going to sleep
[4] walking alone at night
[5] suicide
[6] marlon
SIX THINGS YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND
[1] emo people
[2] drama
[3] murderers
[4] the imperfection of our society
[5] why everyone always finds something to complain about
[6] why
SIX THINGS YOU’D LIKE TO LEARN
[1] how to skate
[2] how to surf.
[3] how to lose weight
[4] air chairing
[5] japanese
[6] how to sustain a relationship
SIX THINGS YOU’RE WEARING RIGHT NOW
[1] jean skirt
[2] santa monica baseball shirt
[3] tank top
[4] bra
[5] baller band
[6] nail polish
SIX THINGS ON YOUR DESK
[1] cell phone
[2] blank CD's
[3] camera
[4] deoderant
[5] arizona ice tea
[6] tagged note pad
SIX THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
[1] bungi jump
[2] lose weight
[3] become a pro athlete
[4] get married- maybe
[5] go to new zealand
[6] be in a movie
SIX BAD THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF
[1] unsatisfied
[2] a lil over weight
[3] self consious
[4] low self esteem usually
[5] bossy
[6] bitchy
SIX PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
[1] white
[2] white
[3] white
[4] white
[5] white
[6] i'm white
SIX THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR BODY
[1] my superman tatoo
[2] my eyes
[3] my muscles-hehe my guns
[4] my lack of acne
[5] this is hard
[6] ive learned to like the freckle on my lip despite the abnormality of it
SIX THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON’T KNOW ABOUT YOU
[1] i was born in new york
[2] altogether i have 5 younger siblings
[3] my obsession with _______ and _________
[4] i give good advise despite my lack of experience with most things
[5] i'm black
[6] in my white tee
SIX THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
[1] fool
[2] yeah
[3] tight
[4] hi?
[5] whats up?
[6] fuck
SIX PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
[1] japan
[2] africa
[3] italy
[4] mexico
[5] tahiti
[6] costa rica
SIX NAMES YOU GO BY
[1] roxanne
[2] roxi
[4] rox
[3] ugly bitch -only by ashlei (at least to my face)
[5] cheif skipping stone (haha samie)
[6] super girl -only by sato
SIX WAYS TO PISS YOU OFF
[1] ask a question u already know the answer to
[2] start drama for no reason
[3] judge people u dont know
[4] play techno music
[5] tickle me
[6] talk about me behind my back- whatever u got to say i can handle
SIX PEOPLE YOU WANT TO MEET
[1] pharrell
[2] chad michael murray
[3] derek jeter
[4] ur mom
[5] her mom
[6] you
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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although the promenade is booty now cuz of all the fights and tickets, there is inevitebly (sp?) no avoiding it. so in order to keep myself outa trouble (cuz i'm a hard core rebel) i went around and took pictures of people wearing my pimp glasses. but depsite how awesome my computer is, i can't do a lj cut so i found a new was to post picures...the link shall follow. my weekend continued with venice, ice skating, swimming, and chillin with my boos. hellz yeah.
♥
roxanne
www.flickr.com/photos/allupinmygrill
enjoy
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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bored so this is what's on my mind:
-fuck the promenade (as if i'm not the most innocent person there, they give me a fuckin ticket for sitting down)
-its 86 degrees in the middle of december (thanks dani)
-micheles in hick-ville/bakersfield (sorry if thats offensive)
-i got a ping pong table for hannukah ( a nice thing compared to my other gift- a squirt gun)
-i'm hanging out with my brother (help)
-i have to go the fuckin dance factory today (grrr)
-no one comments so why update?
-oh yeah ...cuz i'm bored
♥
roxanne
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Saturday, December 4th, 2004
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| Subject: | grrr |
| Time: | 6:38 pm. |
| Mood: |  ouch!. | | Music: | lets go-trick daddy. |
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wow, i'm like not happy right now. not only is michele mad at me but i had the hugest wipe out today and my head and leg hurt like a mother. goddamn today kinda sucked xcept for venice which was pretty tight but now i'm alone and i really dont want michele to be mad at me but oh well, i hope it wont last long. hope ur day's better than mine
peace out
roxanne
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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0= I don't know you
1= I like you
2= I love you
3= Your funny
4= Your cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I wanna fuck you
7= Your sexy
8= You have a nice body
9= I hate you
10= You're boring
11= You're lame
12= You have an awesome personality
13= I want to kiss every part of your body
14= I wanna fuck you 'til you scream my name!!!
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| Time: | 8:54 am. |
| Mood: |  cranky. | | Music: | brittany. |
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its first period on monday. fuck. i'm in the library with brittany and i'm really bored but everyone updates from school so i thought i would. my pools gonna be done today and that makes me happy. finally. oh well thats all. comment if you feel nice.
xoxox
♥ roxanne
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Saturday, November 27th, 2004
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| Time: | 6:27 pm. |
| Mood: | its all good. | | Music: | encore/curtains down-eminem. |
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chris told me to update saying how sad it is that we are home on a friday (even thought its saturday) night, but i don't wanna sound sad cuz i'm with michele and chris and that makes me happy especially considering my previous location and the amount of time i sat in the car in the pouring rain today. oh well, they are playing pool and i'm listening to music and we'll probably end up going out later but i'm back so everything's good...well for me at least
ya'll rock my world
♥ roxanne
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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
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| Subject: | eh... |
| Time: | 3:57 pm. |
| Mood: | bitchy. | | Music: | absolutely nothing... fuck nature. |
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well it's thanksgiving and i'm in tahoe at my cousin's house. i am not having fun, the oldest cousin of mine is 11 and i'm in the middle of no where, we can't snowboard cuz its not fun in the rain and it is raining. my mom won't let us leave tomorrow which sucks cuz i really wanna go home. normally i wouldn't update complaining but i really have nothing better to do and i'm not being emo i'm just pissed. i feel like i've been gone for months but we just got here so we're not leaving for quite some time. ughh oh well, call me to save me from boredom...im me if u want my # or just to say hey.
love ya'll
xoxox
roxanne
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Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
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i did that survey and i was gonna post it but i can't to lj cuts on my computer and i didnt want to take up like the whole friends page and i was too lazy to do it at micheles house so i'm not gonna..
i've just noticed that throughout the entire week i am anticipating the weekend and then once the weekend arrives i am anticipating school on monday...it's like a vicious cycle that i really hate...
oh well, i've been pretty low lately but i really don't feel like displaying my problems all over the internet, it just hasn't been the greatest- month i guess.
whatever- as an update cuz this is what this thing is really for: nothing new is going on with me, michele and chris are the cutest thing ever and everyone should be just as happy for them as i am because they are happy together and if they're happy, i'm happy...well mostly
i love most of you
peace
roxanne
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Thursday, November 11th, 2004
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Sunday, November 7th, 2004
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| Time: | 6:38 pm. |
| Mood: |  ROXANNE!!. | | Music: | hush. |
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What Would You Do?
I died from suicide:
I said I liked you:
I said I loved you:
I touched you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I was naked:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Past:
WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?
Have sex with me?
Lie to make me feel better?
Spread rumors about me?
Keep a secret if I told you one?
Loan me some cash?
Hold my hand?
Take a bullet for me?
Keep in touch?
Try and solve my problems?
Love me?
Date me?
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Friday, November 5th, 2004
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ur mom.
i love him.
flirty.